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Sunday, May 15, 2005

Sun, 15 May 2005 13:25:01 GMT

completely lost interest in xanga.... perhaps because i was using it for the wrong reasons ... i dont know .... whatever the case, this might be one of my last entrys....

i dont really have anything to say ... i could tell you my week events.. but its not like anyone gives a fuck about that... i could talk about more private issues... however due to the lack of privacy i have here... i cant do that.... theres so many things i want to say.... but i cant ....

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Sat, 07 May 2005 08:25:40 GMT

long time since i last updated....

oh its Zai's b-day today ..... Happy birthday Zai !!!!!

been drinking three nights in a row now... my body needs much rest...

i have planned out today so i can completely fill today and make the best out of this beautiful saturday ... wake up at 12... 12 - 8 ... do abosoloutly fuck all ... 8 - 9 dinner 9 - ? do fuck all till i sleep ... its hectic i know, im just somehow going to have to manage though ...

[ I hate you so much, For what you have done. These feelings I feel, Can never be undone. ]

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 12:41:17 GMT

long time since i last updated....

oh well..... my brother has come n gone.... and know my lovely aunt n uncle have come to stay with us .... and just for those who dont know... there not lovely at all....

there here for 3 weeks (god damnit) .... but when they go back to England.. my mum will be following them.... not sure how long shes going to be there for..... and since my finals are coming up ... i dont think there will be much i can do ... an occasional 'gathering' sounds good though....

Falling a sleep...

and running out of patience...

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 23:36:28 GMT

hmm foo fighters - everlong... beautiful song.....

damn woke up at 8 .... if only it was 9, then it would have been 12 hours of sleep....

once in a while i get this messed up dream ... its like this private beach.... not wide... maybe around 30 metres wide.... but around 100 metres down to the water... on each side theres this wall of stones... a really big wall .... the beach all the way down to the ocean is quite steep ... so what happens is kinda illogical ... (but its a dream dont forget) ... so ill be there with some people ... for quite some time.... just talking ... and then the tide would come in .... except the tide is psychotic .... it comes towards us very quickly ... and not only that there are waves.... the swells in the waves are huge now.... so we all grab are stuff.... and run to the exit... (try running in sand, up a steepish hill, while being chased by a huge wave) .. its fucking scary ...

but this was the first time i actually woke up with the taste of salt water in my mouth .....

i remember the first time i had that dream... the beach used to be crowded... now... no ones there except me n sum friends...

i have class tomorrow.. but my brother is coming down in the morning... gonna have to leave straight after class...

ahh all time fav .... goo goo dolls - Iris...

the whole of today shall be spent studying... sorting notes... and avoiding my mum ... gut feeling is telling me shes going to say something stupid, not that she doesnt normally.... just worst than normal.....

alright i gtg...

need food.

Monday, April 11, 2005

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 12:51:17 GMT

finals in 2 months....

on a brighter note... my eldest bro is coming down on the 18th .... and my god bro is coming back on the 20th ....

and SHARON is coming back next month .... Yay! ....

and i have to go study ....

Friday, April 08, 2005

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 12:16:32 GMT

letting emotions drive... not good.... waste of fuckin petrol

just got a msg from taufiq, Bristol Rovers are changing their jersey colour to pink next season .... what is that all about ...

Thursday was fun ....

oh and erm... *cough* comments :)

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 03:35:46 GMT

yesterday was Paddy O Malley's bday ... better known as Taufiq... haha crazy... bowling at 2 am in the morning...

1 week off....and im bored already..... gotta get out .... getting lathargic doing nothing around the house... i wanna do something AHHHHH!!!.... somebody pls save me....
i need a new car...

shit this is sad... its 1.30 pm and i have no idea what to do on this fine sunday afternoon... ooh vegetate infront of the tv..... take care of yourselves...

Thursday, March 31, 2005

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 11:49:00 GMT

1 more exam tomorrow... then i got a week off .... sweeet...
however. after the one week break i have one more exam ... but fuck it ... i need a holiday... who the fuck's smart idea was it to have all the subjects assignments due in the same time the exams are.... bravo ... really.... bra-fucking-vo...

i made a mistake a couple of posts back ...
i meant to say,[ im even happier around a certain individual ;) ]

i need to fix my com .... i havnt seen msn messenger for months now.... really ... its been so long i cant even remember when my com was last working.... aih.... oh well ... tis the holidays...

*sniff* smell that.... its happiness ... very close...

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 06:58:18 GMT

no comments for so long....

i feel so unloved ...

all i have is ifa and stats this week then im done... one more exam after the hols ... but still ...holidays are holidays ... bring on the alcohol... i mean .. juice.. :) ...

hmm.... satria... 1.6 Manual ... GTI wing... cd player... sweet rims (not neccessarily chrome).... pearl black... clean.... sleek .... mmmmmm.....

I WANT...!!!.....

if anyone sees anything... tell me... :) ....

comments damnit... COMMENTSSSSSS

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 11:51:47 GMT

all assignment have been passed up ....
5 exams to go ...
1 more week..... 1 more.....

I'm addicted to rain... been raining all day :)